5.31.2008

it brought me back to life.

it didn't last long enough, it could have lasted forever. they are my best friends and my favorite people in the world and they don't know it because how could they, how do you tell them that they make you feel just a little bit better about life and living and not knowing where it'll take you and having that be okay. and i never have the words but those times when they're not really needed because it's all understood are the best little bits of life, to just exist for a moment with someone and feel your dreams become a little bit more real, that's pretty incredible and you don't forget it, maybe never.

it's hard to return to the tensions and the rush and all the things that need to be done and wouldn't life be so much better if we didn't trivialize any little bit of anybody else, if we wanted absolutely nothing more than to watch everyone chase their dreams and maybe help each other along a little bit, if we could just be purely happy for a person just for wanting something regardless of where that puts us

(you'll be with me next time.)